haix.. nowadays i seriously think i getting insane.. no reason i will cry ,for no reason i mood swing.. plus my missy temper is getting more and more serious.. dun wish to meet ppl at all...
when i am alone i feel scare..

i dunno what i know..
i hate it...
i am tired...

♥ ♥ ♥ 8:58 PM

life not on my side nowadays...

few days ago i just knock onto my benefit product which worth 60plus.. and i only use a few times.. now all gone.. ARGH.. totally sad and pissed off...

during work.. the new girl quit.. and left a big mess of things for me.. save wrong doc.. do wrong appointment.. this not done tt not done.. (during my HK trip)... haix...

during work.. i really hate the attitude of the women at MIS department.. please lo.. the things not tally and it my first time encounter.. and i am only asking you a question , can you fucking well use a better tone and attitude? i only spend 3 days to learn , what you expect.. there isnt any hand on thing for me to try... kaoz... really pissed off...

argh... i just hate it.. *ren ren ren * this is life and this is work...

♥ ♥ ♥ 2:58 PM

omg.. hubby and i really super unlucky... we just park our car... AND... SOMEONE BANG ONTO IT.. AND RUN AWAY...damm it.. really cursed that person to death... ()*#()#*)(#*)(@*()#*#)(#*)(#*)(#*#)(*#)*#)..

♥ ♥ ♥ 3:34 PM

i hate to get emo.. but right now.. i am so emo... so lonely.. so..... i hate to have this kind of feeling.. i hate ppl emo... cos i know it will effect the one around you.. but... *rawr*

i m tired.. i m seriously tired of all this... it been almost 2 years plus but yet... i know it it for the own good but still.....
i never say to anyone including my bf how i feel abt "this" thing since long time ago... i never talk to anyone about it cos... even i talk.. what the point of it... there no turning back since tt time i make the decision... often this is the thing that cause be to be emo..

right now.. i just feel like shutting myself out of this world.. seriously..


*disappear*

♥ ♥ ♥ 9:51 PM

*currently shutting myself out of this world*

♥ ♥ ♥ 8:07 PM

ok lah.. i know i gt alot of complains... but something is not that i am running out of patience, is just that really lo.... SHE!!! rawr~~~ *dun think dun think*... make my illness worse only..

think of happy things~~ LALALA

HK HERE I COME~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~






♥ ♥ ♥ 10:02 PM

P.S dar dar where r u?? aii aii where r u?? i missing u all lah~~when meet me?

sob

♥ ♥ ♥ 10:19 PM

did i say that my company empoly a new gal?? alamak.. at first i really hope to work till aug but...
this gal come and change everything.. i seriously running out of patience to teach her.. i not trying to be mean.. but since u r not sure or slow in learning, at least write down right??

first i teach her.. she just nod her head ... ans her comfirm ok? she say ya.. but when i ask her to do.. she stare at the screen and smile to me..

ok.. nvm i repeat again... she still dun wan write down.. cannot take it anymore.. so i say.. can you please write it down..

so she write.... but still.. even though she write she still dunno... or which i say she dunno what she writing at all.. ROAR... i really getting insane lo...

she ask me when i quit... i mean so what when i quit right.. u gt to learn.. she keep ask.. u not leaving so early right.. EVEN I NOT LEAVING EARLY, u also gt to learn asap wad...

i on leave next week for my hk trip.. she ask if she can call me or am i bringing laptop.. HELLO I M GOING ON A TRIP OK!!!!!!!!!!!

plus she love to daydreaming and kpo on other ppl information.. i mean u havent understand wad i teach or finish wad u do.. u still KPO SO MUCH..

*feel like killing myself*

♥ ♥ ♥ 10:10 PM

decided to buy something to cheer mummy up.. HeeX.. notice she always like to use a small purse when she going out or what.. she dun like bring wallet..LOL.. so i decided to buy a wristlets for her..

really hate going this kind of shop.. PUI.. they dun like to serve you at all... ROAR...HATE IT!!!





anyway mummy so funny de lo(i know she dote on me).. she love the white one but knew i like white cos she decide to take the brown one.. i know she really love the white one.. so i ask her take.. and tell her, i buy for you of course you must like ma.. dun like buy for you also no use. HOHO so in the end.. she take the white one..

P.S i bought one for myself also..keKex

♥ ♥ ♥ 7:51 PM

haix.. life been no good recently. mummy menopause is getting more and more serious.. i really dunno wad to do.. lucky hubby here to support me and be very understanding.

but still .. i dun wan him to worry so much. want to find friends to tok out.. but when i scroll my hp.. no one i can find.. msn.. no find.. sad right.. LOL.. haix

but still.. life goes on...

i cry on a night when mummy feeling very vex and cant breath properly.. ask her to see doctor even though i know it her mind problems.. but she dun believe us.. i cry while holding mummy hands..

but she and hubby dunno cos i dun wan her worry also..

Lucky she decide to see doctor the next day.. the doctor told her.. if she continue to be like tt , she will have depression..

haix.. i just hope that my mummy will stop thinking so negative...

*pray*

♥ ♥ ♥ 9:17 PM